What You Think You Deserve
Do you deserve to get that promotion?
Do you deserve to be financially independent?
Do you deserve to be your ideal weight?
Do you deserve to be happy?
Do you deserve to have a loving, Caring and supportive partner?
Do you deserve to get that degree?
Do you deserve to travel the world?
Do you deserve to have your favorite perfume?
What do you think you deserve?
I doubted myself so much in the month of September that I felt undeserving of things I had and wanted. Feeling like I was not enough to deserve certain things felt so comfortable and for a minute I believed it. Believing it meant I didn’t get disappointed if I didn’t get something I wanted because I could comfort myself with more lies like ‘I didn’t do this or that so I shouldn’t feel bad if i don’t have that’. This was all in my head but it finally manifested when I did some work for someone and the payment was so pathetic. That payment matched my self disbelief. That payment matched my self doubt. It was a clear message, what I kept giving out into the Universe I got right back.
So do I believe I deserve more, yes definitely. I deserve every good coming my way and I never want to forget that.